Well it's officially the end of my maternity leave. Tomorrow morning at 8:00 a.m. I'm back to work. I have been looking forward to it for several weeks. Daytime TV is terrible and I've missed my friends from work. Now that I only have 10 hours left I'm completely dreading it. I so don't want to leave Elek.
I know that he'll be perfectly fine without me. It's not like I'm leaving him at daycare. He'll be with my mom. But there is that part of me that's selfish and doesn't want to share him. I like that I can quiet him better than anyone else. I like that he sleeps so well in my arms. Sigh.